I Wish I Was Beautiful

I've been ripping patterns off the walls
I've been pouring paint thinner in my eyes, cause your colors still remain
I'm not sure what they told me to do
A couple years ago
When you would see my face, and smile
Your laugh's the only thing that I've missed in a while
Why do I still think of you?
It's been about two years
Why can't you get away from my mind
Just had a dream where I had blissful love with you
And we had a simple life
In a cabin, with all our animal children
But I know that I can't have it, yes I do
Cause you don't care for me like I care for you
A toxic part of my mind
I have to find a way to resign

And I'm all alone
Once again

Please won't you go, won't you go
Get up out of my head, get up out of my head, get up out of my
Please won't you go, won't you go
Cause you're making me sad, cause you're making me sad, cause you're making me
Please won't you go, won't you go
Stop haunting my dreams, while I lay in my bed, while I lay in my
Be-cause I know, cause I know
You never think of me, NO, not a hair off your head
Just get away, get away
Get away from my mind, get away from my mind, GET AWAY FROM IT
IT SUCKS, to know that, all the points
That were great in my life, were the worst in thine, WHAT A CRIME
I wish you would just think of me
JUST ONCE, please just one little time (Just one little time)
IT HURTS, to know that
Love can be invalidated cause it's not mutual by design

I wish that you wanted me too
I wish you wanted me like I wanted you
Life's a broken stool
I wish that I was Beautiful