Not Easy

It's been three months since I heard your voice
I try to make myself believe that I made the right choice
It's been three months since I thought about you
I'm fooling myself: I can't live without you

I'll lay my head down on my pillow and cry myself to sleep
It's not easy being me

It's been three months since I felt your skin
And all I can do is wait to touch it again
It's been three months since I heard you cry
When we made love, everything seemed all right

I'll lay my head down on my pillow and cry myself to sleep
It's not easy being, it's not easy being, it's not easy being me

I was fine for the moment
But for the last three months I've been broken
Now I can't face my fears
I'm running scared

It's been three months since I've seen your smile
It's been some time since I smiled myself
It's been three months since I heard you say I love you
I've found that I can't live without hearing you say it

I'll lay my head down on my pillow and cry myself to sleep
It's not easy being, it's not easy being...
I was fine for the moment
But for the last three months I've been broken
Now I can't face my fears
I'm running scared

Now I can't face my fears
I'm running scared