wish I was your body

I tried so many times
Guess I can't accept the idea of you
Not wanting me back
Is it just an idea? (You wanted me right?)
I'm sure I have a crush on you
Just because I idealized what is love
Just because I created in my head a wrong version of you
(So what I'm feeling isn't real?)

Sometimes when I'm alone
I wish I was your body
I would try to understand what I feel
I would be clearer with her
I wouldn't dream about her,
Instead, I would tell her how I feel

I should have run from you
Cause at the end you loosened the grip
And I won't reach you again
Wish I knew back then my value
Now I look in the mirror and I think:
Are you crazy or what?

Little did I know I was too much
Little did I know it gets better
Thought I knew you well

Sometimes when I'm alone
I wish I was your body
I would try to understand what I feel
I would be clearer with her
I wouldn't dream about her,
Instead, I would tell her how I feel

We're in every corner of this place
I can stay here no longer