4th Feb (Stay Awake)

[Verse]
Why is this all you know?
Today I laugh at whatever's said (said)
Cause in the past I was left for dead
They were wapping at the path I was yet to tread
If I mean beef don't worry your little precious head
And if you request backup I have to decline (decline)
No one had my back; it would shatter your spine (your spine)
I don't have to lie; I ain't grabbing a pint
Staying sober so I keep track of my lies
Here's a wiretap to the back of my mind
I just mind the gap and the panic arrives
Avoid matters if they don't matter to mine, is that a crime?
Why is this all you-
Why?
Greetings with pride have tragic goodbyes
If I don't feel alive I don't give a damn if you dies
In fact look into his eyes for vanishing light
Oh that's kinda dark
Why is this all you know?
Laugh at trauma, laugh at trauma
Part personality, part disorder
Too much time out in the darkest corner, that's all I thought of
Why is this all you know?
I don't know that's just all I've thought of
You know
Why is this all you know?
Yo wake up