memories

Everything is clear now and I'm back to the basis
Everybody started talking like ran back to the races
I ain't never heard that before
It is what it is and it's done for
Left the old me then pulled it out the pot
I couldn't be the shooter if I ain't never shoot my shot
Niggas be listening too much that's why they're dumbos
I know a girl who does track and can run tho
Nigga thought he was slick with a dumb hoe
And if he catches a case, then he's done for
I can't save nobody from being who they say they are
We're looking at the sky and reaching for the star
If you read to well then you made it from a far
Before I turn 25, I'm trying to buy me a car
All the oxygen that we have is getting cut short
Like a female with a dick, it ain't gonna work
Hell, I could go all day talking all that shit
But as long you don't spit my name
Them we're all good and equipped
I told myself today is gonna be a good day
But then that check came on Monday
After that, I didn't see no Sunday
Because all the rain from the sky was a low day
I've been backstabbed like the O'Jays
I hope to see another year
Where i can see the children live with no fear
Loving my life like it's near
And if I see a white man, then best believe he is a deer
Cause he getting shot at
Just like Biggie and Tupac
Yea the pop rap
I ain't really pop that
You can go ahead and lock that
Go ahead and return my fee
Before I get brothers see
This is about my dignity
Not just my identity
But sometimes I get questions about my energy
But I don't care if nobody ain't worried
Niggas rushing me to drop a album cause they hungry
Stop eating up the food and being in a hurry
That's the same shit my mama said
Right before I was laid to bed
Read me a story Dad
So I can tell my story then
Right after that, I backing up the dividends
Am I complex for high checks
Am I fucked over for timestamps
I guess I'll leave it alone
My life's been kinda Rocky like Sylvester Stallone
My friend said "leave me alone"
Now she wanna act like that she been grown
Cause she don't wanna timeout
For all the times I timed out
Right before say something let me go and find out
This wordplay is too crazy
For these mind games that you'll pay me
Later for these haters for hating me
But that's just part of the pedigree
My career has been in smokes and it's smelling like hickory
I keep twitching like a light because love flickering
My ex girl knows I likes the fingering
Not because of the wedding ring
Even tho it is heavenly
I'll fade away by my memories