MENTAL HEALTH

Feet bound think I'm drowning, sinking
At the bottom of the pool, breathe in
Is it the worst thing if I lie here?
Pessimistic but I think I'm gonna die here

If I followed you and your demons
You really try to deceive them
Would you look to me in the fire
I lit the match you cut the wire

I don't wanna see your face
Get the fuck out
Is everything a hook-up
I'm just a fuck now
I'm addicted to
A different kinda view
Got a man in the kitchen
I make the money too

Mind swallowed whole by the monster
Killers among us but I'm the imposter
I feel sick
If I stand quick
Is it my habits
Or the taste of her lipstick

The beat builds
Mind on pills
If you hate everything
Lean on the windowsill
I'm only playing now
Not gonna push you out
But if I did would you laugh
Until you hit the ground

If there's a god here
Listen carefully
I'll forgive you the mess you made
If you forgive me

Feet bound think I'm drowning, okay
At the bottom of the pool, just a Tuesday
Is it the worst thing if I die here
It was obvious but now you say it's unclear.

I tried to follow you and your demons
Against the Gods we couldn't deceive them
You never cared, as I burned in fire
Serenaded by the Father's choir

You don't have to see my face
I snuck out
As I lay, you let the tears
In your throat out
I promise you
It'll be over soon
Back to normal
You walk as I lay under you
I know I promised I
Would never go
But here we are
Caws the crow
I said goodbye
You stood below

Breathe in
Never go
Breathe in

I don't want to do this all again