Special Feeling

I licked a battery for a reaction
But if you didn't see it
Did it even happen?
I've been itching for a little round of applause
But its hard to tell an asshole when to cut herself off
Smoking cigarillos in the Leos back booth
Yellow tar stains on the walls and the menus
Throwing peanut shells all over the ground
Bet they'll dig them up a hundred years from now

Sweet as I remember
But its automatic now
When I open up my window
And you feed me your affection

Its a special kinda feeling
I just want everyone to need me
Half a millimeter from the dark web
I'd sell my liver but its poison
Its a special kinda feeling
I pray to god on local TV
For a little bit of red blooded company
I just want everyone to see me

I'm common law married to a 6 foot heart worm
Scaling up the pyramids for a quick cure
So sick manic tryna figure it out
But every time the calls coming from inside the house
I swear I'm not a hoarder cause the cat isn't dead yet
But I hold on to a grudge like nobody that you've ever met
I scream and I shout cause no one tells me to stop
I run the baby down until the wheels fall off

Sweet as I remember but its automatic now

Its a special kinda feeling
I just want everyone to need me
Half a millimeter from the dark web
I'd sell my liver but its poison
Its a special kinda feeling
I pray to god on local TV
For a little bit of red blooded company
I just want everyone to see me

I licked a battery for a reaction
But if you didn't see it
Did it even happen?
I've been itching for a little round of applause
But its hard to tell an asshole when to cut herself off
Smoking cigarillos in the Leos back booth
Yellow tar stains on the walls and the menus
Throwing peanut shells all over the ground
Bet they'll dig them up a hundred years from now

Sweet as I remember
But its automatic now
When I open up my window
And you feed me your affection

It's a special kinda feeling
I just want everyone to need me
Half a millimeter from the dark web
I'd sell my liver but its poison
It's a special kinda feeling
I pray to god on local TV
For a little bit of red blooded company
I just want everyone to see me

I'm common law married to a 6 foot heart worm
Scaling up the pyramids just for a quick cure
So sick manic tryna figure it out
But every time the calls coming from inside the house
I swear I'm not a hoarder cause the cat isn't dead yet
But I hold on to a grudge like nobody that you've ever met
I scream and I shout cause no one tells me to stop
I run the baby down until the wheels fall off

Sweet as I remember but its automatic now

It's a special kinda feeling
I just want everyone to need me
Half a millimeter from the dark web
I'd sell my liver but its poison
It's a special kinda feeling
I pray to god on local TV
For a little bit of red blooded company
I just want everyone to see me"