Rewind

[Verse 1: Alex Jones]
I wanna be passed out, it’s gonna be hard now
I swallow a half down, I’m followin’ dark clouds
Arms out, tryna slap box with God
Tryna reach out and speak out like that’s all I got
‘Cause rap’s all I want, I don’t need the fame or rep
I’ma walk the chosen path, I don’t need a change of step
I let my brain confess, try alleviate the stress
But it ain’t makin’ sense, thinkin’, “Why’d you waste your breath?”
I see the fakin’ friends, see the way that they pretend
Hate it, then I made it to this stage, they all came and went
I’m tryna taste success, I gotta pay respect
To those that pavеd the way before mе in history
I came in the game, I aim for the head
Patient again, I’m blazin’ the rest
Days are the same, I’m faded again
Tryna work out, this may be the end
Maybe no, maybe yes
Maybe I won’t, maybe I will
Maybe [?]
I’m crazy and lately I feel

[Hook: Alex Jones & Diane Birch]
(Everything is different now)
Like I’m faded still, like I’m still faded
I take another eighty pills, yeah, I’m still wasted
(I’d really like to tell you how)
See that light in the tunnel? I think I will chase it
I call myself a doctor, but I need some real patience

[Chorus: Alex Jones & Diane Birch]
How I wanted you here by my side
The truth sets you free, but I ain’t facin’ it
(I know what I said, but I lied)
I’m just waitin’ till the day that I escape with it
It looked like I laughed, but I cried
In the hope that the fans can relate with it
(But I wish I could push rewind)
‘Cause I can’t find somethin’ to replace with it

[Verse 2: Alex Jones]
If I could press rewind, back through my memory blind
Before the stress, regrets left in this head of mine
If I could shoot through to the future, reinvent my life
All my legacy and longevity’s stand the test of time
Or would I be left behind? Would you remember me?
Or would my mission be another distant memory?
If I was caged and chained, then would you let me be?
Or if they gave you the key, then would you set me free?
‘Cause mentally, I feel the Devil testin’ me
I’ve been through Hell and back, but never let it get the best of me
I know it’s cliche, but fuck it, this my destiny
I’ma ride or die, this music’ll be the death of me
Keep rollin’ on, I’ve been through the cold and hot
But whatever the weather, gotta remain bold and strong
Gotta soldier on, get a grip, holdin’ on
To passion and pain, cushiest clay I’m moulded from

[Hook: Alex Jones & Diane Birch]
(Everything is different now)
But I’m faded still, like I’m still faded
I take another eighty pills, yeah, I’m still wasted
(I’d really like to tell you how)
See that light in the tunnel? I think I will chase it
I call myself a doctor, but I need some real patience

[Chorus: Alex Jones & Diane Birch]
How I wanted you here by my side
The truth sets you free, but I ain’t facin’ it
(I know what I said, but I lied)
I’m just waitin’ till the day that I escape with it
It looked like I laughed, but I cried
In the hope that the fans can relate with it
(But I wish I could push rewind)
‘Cause I can’t find somethin’ to replace with it

[Outro: Alex Jones]
Keep my head high, while I keep my head high
Thoughts on his dead mind, now I’m nearly dead mine