Remedy

It took some time to think about the things that has me feeling like I have a purpose
in this industry Music love is killing me, I'm shot up in
my heart repeatedly It's a bloody scenery, it's like a movie
on your screen And so I scream, to the daylight, it drops
down to its knees Guess the days had some darker days
I'm waiting for the beam and hope to see The gate is open really wide, it's like I'm
leaving to the other side Your lips are sweet as honey, let me try
I don't say, and what I really wanna say I guess I'll miss you by the grave
But baby, please release the strain I've been feeling really low
I took two pills to kill the pain If I can mix your lips and mine
But come on honey, say my name, damn Four lies, the first three didn't mind
Had to mind my business, no way you commit the crime
You said that you love me, it's illusions of the mind
I felt so devoted for you, can't you see that I'll die
No, I know, guess I'll fly away, to where my dogs die
I'm feeling cold, told stories and where I do fly
But people living twice, overdosed came back to life
Should've left this fucking earth so I don't see you in your eyes
You kept on coming back, I'm running out of tracks
To record my disappointments, but I'm none of that
And though the knives were set on where I stand, shit I can't believe it
I'm moving to the scenic view where you've been screaming
I'm done, I'm gone, I'm bleeding I hope that you conceal the lies
I really wanted you to know the pride that you could feel the cry
Emotionless pictures, but to me it was a paradise
I gambled my dream, but your lights are lights
Everyone else except mine, expelling my thoughts
You didn't care for me, and you were all I got
I love for cheap, and so I'll tell you this one more time
Fuck you, but I need you still