Near Misses and Defeats (Interlude) Part 1

I'm hiding from the sun I'm bored
I'm swimming at the bottom of the swimming pool
I am blowing bubbles till I can't no more
This kind of meditation don't silence thought

I felt alone so I fell in Love with
Anything that could make me feel alone
And I suppose that I'm jealous of it
you let it go when I keep hanging on

I wake up and it feels the same
I take your advice but it feels the same
Fold into the recovery position
How do you recover from the repetition

I felt alone so I fell in love with
Anything that could make me feel alone
And I suppose that I'm jealous of it
you let it go when I keep hanging on