Lost My Way (feat. Jahkai)

Pull up to the party but my mind ain't in it
This is not the time but I can't find the limits
Thoughts get out of line but left behind the scrimmage
Cause I think it's about time, bout time to pivot
Feeling like a zombie cause I be needing brain right now
Never had a girl drive me this insane
till now
But I'ma need some time to reminisce and think
Cause I just can't believe that it was counterfeit
You said you loved me, now that you hate me
Saying that I lost my way but you were the one that made me change this way
You said you loved me, now that you hate me
Saying that I lost my way but you were the one that made me change this way
I lost my way, I lost my way, I lost my way, I lost my way
Too many times that I've been lied to With no right to, shouldn't have to fight you
Too many times that I would write you, excite you
Then I go ignite you, it's not fair
Just because I've got money, call you honey Built my life around you, Doesn't mean I'm not running
Sinking, hunting for something that's brand new
Cause I don't wanna need you
And I don't wanna want you
I hate the way I love you
But you love the way I hate you
The Lords' house used to be my second house
But now my second house the same one that I'm workin' out of
Couldn't hear the message even if you screamed it louder
Sleepin' so much lately but the dream still feelin' shattered (Sigh)
And lately I been feelin' kinda delicate
Long ago we meshed like a subject and a predicate
Not gettin' this, used to gel now we never mix
Used to be so solid now we squishy like some gelatin
And now I'm feelin' so unstable like a rockin' bridge
You the reason why I'm pourin' out these shots again
And pullin' back up to the Common and just walkin' in
Can't mess up the conversation treat these girls like politics so
I'm interested but only for the short term
Girls want the 5 course, give them the hor d'oeuvres
Say the time without me is akin to torture
Way they fallin' for me you would think that I'm a sorceror
You could say I lost my way
But you know what? I think I finally found my path again
4 years I was lost, now I'm finally back on track again
Back to who I was before no longer gotta act again
Good stuff and the bad, you know a nigga back on Hinge
Sue me, with it I'll be takin' bad bitches to the movies
My new girl when I show her this she'll prolly call it groovy
Couldn't kick the habit even if you bought me new cleats bitch
I'm with the team gettin' goofy rich, yeah
Don't got energy for goofy shit, no (No)
We don't slow
Not no more
Set the goals
Fuck the hoes
Heart stay froze
Always cold
I suppose
It's demon mode
Yeah you know
Yeah you know
You say you love me
Now that you hate me
Saying that I lost my way
But you were the one that made me change this way
You say you love me
Now that you hate me
Saying that I lost my way
But you were the one that made me change this way
I lost my way
I lost my way