Snorkeling

When I think about the world I'm in
It's fragile like porcelain
I'm feeling that force again
It feels like I'm snorkeling
When I think about the world I'm in
It's fragile like porcelain
I'm feeling that force again
I realize I'm snorkeling
I'm snorkeling
I'm snorkeling
Head under water I hold my breath (I hold my breath)
I've gone too deep well I won't again (I won't again)
High tide brings memories I don't forget
They pull my head under I'm snorkeling
When I'm in the deep, I notice it (finally)
Try to swim away, but I flow with it
Door stuck shut can't open it
Too much pressure I'm over it
Head too dense can't float with it
Still feel gravity rope me in
Like dope again (why me?)
Wanna go deeper look under the surface
How many meters 'til I'm getting nervous
Stuck on the reef here while I find my purpose
Looking for reasons to feel like I'm worthless (worthless)
Catching my breath ain't for certain
Pressure built up in my head got me hurting
Stuck in the pain like I'm stepping on urchins (poison)
Waves crashing over I'm taking a pounding
Calling for help but they won't hear me shouting
Cuz the tides still rise without me
Feel lost in my surroundings
I'd swim but I got too drowsy
So I'm out in the deep end drowning
When I think about the world I'm in
It's fragile like porcelain
I'm feeling that force again
It feels like I'm snorkeling
When I think about the world I'm in
It's fragile like porcelain
I'm feeling that force again
I realize I'm snorkeling
I'm snorkeling
In the ocean alone again (alone again)
Gets bottled up when I hold it in (I hold it in)
In the ocean alone again (alone again)
Was bottled up, but I've broken it (I've broken it)
I'm snorkeling
Head under water I hold my breath (I hold my breath)
I've gone too deep well I won't again (I won't again)
High tide brings memories I don't forget
They pull my head under I'm snorkeling
Some days the blues, they look deeper
But something is new cuz I'm eager
To swim to the top cuz I'm either
Improving or I'm getting tired of breathing
In water it's filling me up 'til I'm heaving
It's me or the feeling that's leaving
Something is boiling up is that me on a heater
Well I hope my steam isn't fleeting
The Sharks coming in when I'm bleeding
Try not to the drift to the Bottom
But Some days I know that I'm sinking
I try to find why I'm falling
But some days there isn't a reason
Cutting my feet on the rocks and
Some days it feels like I'm beneath them
Swim but I feel like I'm stopping
When I'm getting out of the deep end
Closing my eyes so I'm reaching
Out for the wall 'til I'm on them
Hoping that I live to see it's in honor
Not just in memory when I'm a goner (under)
Those thoughts make me sweat they're my sauna
Brain overheating when I'm getting hotter
But it gets worse when I jump in the water
When I think about the world I'm in
It's fragile like porcelain
I'm feeling that force again
It feels like I'm snorkeling
When I think about the world I'm in
It's fragile like porcelain
I'm feeling that force again
I realize I'm snorkeling
I'm snorkeling
In the ocean alone again (alone again)
Gets bottled up when I hold it in (I hold it in)
In the ocean alone again (alone again)
Was bottled up, but I've broken it (I've broken it)
I'm snorkeling
Head under water I hold my breath (I hold my breath)
I've gone too deep well I won't again (I won't again)
High tide brings memories I don't forget
They pull my head under I'm snorkeling