stateofmind//stateofmine
A slave to myself
Internal hell
I'll leave this road in a casket
The time that I've lost
My hope is gone
My soul abandoned
My senses tell the brain what the body wants
The problem is my body never knows the cost
If I knew the cost, I'd know that this was wrong
But my body just, wants the pain to stop
This is the state I'm in
It's where my mind has been
You can't change it
This is the state I'm in
Where has my mind gone?
I can't change it
This is the state I'm in
It's where my mind has been
You can't change it
This is thе state I'm in
Where has my mind gonе?
I can't change it
Self destructive tendencies
It’ll be the death of me
Every nerve in the body
Electrified with self disdain
Self indulgence
It's never worth it
But I'll never stop
Not before my heart
My senses tell the brain what the body wants
The problem is my body never knows the cost
If I knew the cost, I'd know that this was wrong
But my body just, wants the pain to stop
You can see inside of me
You can see inside of me
Make it stop