things i've been feeling

it's not what I wanted
it's not what I'm feeling
crushing, remembering
repenting, severing
it's just some time on my own
a night on my phone
a seat in our home

but I'm alright
i'm alright
i just find that sometimes
on late nights
in city lights
yeah I get a little lonely yeah
yeah I miss when you would hold me, yeah

but it's just fine
i just find that my mind
complicates things most of the time
and I get a little lonely, yeah, yeah

but you know it's not that I don't want to see you
i just need some time for healing
drinking every time I think of you
i hate all these things I've been feeling

it's all that I wanted
it's only a feeling
excessive regressive
nothing else

it's just some time on my own
a night on my phone
a seat in our home

but I'm alright
i'm alright
just on the late nights
stuck inside
no signs
and I get a little lonely, yeah
yeah I miss when I was falling, yeah

but you know it's not that I don't want to see you
i just need some time for healing
drinking every time I think of you
i hate all these things I've been feeling