never existed, ever existed
Alexander Edward Reade
i guess i'll sit still for a while
'cause i need to know what i'm feeling
my head's a mess and more or less
i just want wanna know what you're feeling
you left your shoes by the door
you don't live here anymore
can't keep asking if you're sure
i can put the words inside your head
but can't put me in your heart
i wouldn't know where to even start
somehow we're still oceans apart
just keep brushing me off
like I never existed
ever existed
still I'm existing
and it's exhausting
but I don't have a choice
i can't seem to find my voice
did I lose it in the noise?