if all this is in my head

ever feel like you're options?
like you tried everything you've seen
and i've been searching on 3 different search engines, yeah
i'm learning i'm bitter and distant these days

maybe this one
is gonna be the one
to get rid of 'gone'
from my vocabulary

do you want to feel alive?
but it's too late, you can't find
a real connection
can you love your reflection?

so i feel like i'm out of options
am i begging and choosing here?
and i've been getting just a little bit more estranged
every day it's like i'm just a touch more deranged

do you want to feel alive?
but it's too late, you can't find
a real connection
can you love your reflection?

if all this in my head
tell me
why i'm alone in bed
still

do you want to feel alive?
but it's too late, you can't find
a real connection
can you love your reflection?