AUGUST

It was cold
The night I walked myself home
Didn’t want to be alone
You felt you needed your throne
So he’s gone
I can’t do this again
Can’t lose another friend
Can’t bury another head, Oh no

If it’s not personal then why’s it always me
Running these laps in circles, jumping over hurdles
Where’s my fucking victory

And if I see you again
We can play pretend
Like we are just some old friends
Hanging back at the party
Crowds really aren’t good for me
Wanna smoke up my ends?
Let’s just pretеnd that we’re friends
Why not
Why not

Hе’s back in my head
He told me he don’t wanna be friends
Can’t forgive myself for being fucking careless again
Can’t forget the promises we made til the very end, and I know
I may never see him again
I didn’t know that it was the end
Can’t forgive myself for hurting him with things that I said
Can’t forget the love he gave me when I had nothing, Oh no

And if I see you again
We can play pretend
Like we are just some old friends
Hanging back at the party
Crowds really aren’t good for me
Wanna smoke up my ends?
Let’s just pretend that we’re friends
Why not
Why not