What If

What if I don’t wake up
What if I die here tonight
What if I leave right now
What would they say about me

All of the misunderstandings that never gets cleared
Everything I haven’t said to my loved ones
Yeah that’s my biggest fear

Would they think of me and smile
Would they stop for a while
Would they say I miss him and I wish that he was still around

Would they tell stories bout me
Would they forget my name
So while I’m still standing here
This is what I wanna say

If I ever did you wrong
Know it was not my intention
If I came on too strong
I didn’t know that it happened
Guess what I’m trying to say is
That I wish we could have this
Without us ever having to ask ourselves

What if? What if
What if? What if
What if? What if
We wouldn’t have to wonder no

What if? What if
What if? What if
What if? What if
I don’t wanna say what if

Look I know I’m not perfect
Did a lotta things that ain’t worth it
Said a lotta things that ain’t worth shit
Still tryna find my purpose

But I’m doing my best, after all I’m human
Picking me up everytime I’m losing
Getting rid of hate words I’m consuming
Looking at the bright side’s what I’m choosing

So get it out
If you’ve got some to say, just say it now
Don’t wait till tomorrow, they say it’s not promised
You know the hour of regret is the longest
Yeah

Would they think of me and smile
Would they stop for a while
Would they say I miss him and I wish that he was still around

Would they tell stories bout me
Would they forget my name
So while I’m still standing here
This is what I wanna say

If I ever did you wrong
Know it was not my intention
If I came on too strong
I didn’t know that it happened
Guess what I’m trying to say is
That I wish we could have this
Without us ever having to ask ourselves

What if? What if
What if? What if
What if? What if
We wouldn’t have to wonder no

What if? What if
What if? What if
What if? What if
I don’t wanna say what if