Alligator

[Verse 1]
I live a life
Of unhealed pain
When you turn out the lights
In a tomb of shame

I should admit I tend to overreact
I'll die with my secrets
I never found it easy to just relax
Die with my secrets here

[Verse 2]
I pick up heavier bags
Every time I move
Like it's part of the past
And the future too
Breathe through the pain like an old tattoo

[Chorus]
Something must be broken in the space between
Disconnected again, apologies
Better days just never found their way to me

[Bridge]
And the root of all my bitterness
Grows tall in the soil and sun
Of the hurt that I have never faced
And fear that what's been done is done

And the part of me
(The selfish part of me)
That wishes I decided differently
Just suffers quietly
Under the weight of the things I have done

[Chorus 2]
Something must be broken in the space between
(Die with my secrets here)
Disconnected again, apologies

In the dirt of the earth are memories I buried deep
[Die with my secrets here]
Given time, it will find its way to me
(It's way to me)

Better days won't find me
Better days won't find