What I’ve Lost

Time never stops ticking an this hurt brain never stops thinking
About all the things that I should have done different, but I can't just go on with my life without wishing that I treated her right and that she could be here with me for the rest of my life
Every night when I'm sleeping and dreaming, she'd right there with her green eyes gleaming, its like she never left, and then I wake up screaming "Cause she was everything, but I tore her heart from her chest, with attitudes like 'I don't want to be second best' but it was never like that now that I look back

I tore her heart from her chest

I know that she loved me, I remember how her heart used to race when she hugged me
Even though her kisses were few and far between, it made me feel alive again like I was fifteen
When everything was new and exciting, and that first kiss struck like lightning
I knew she was the one for me, but I got greedy

Nothing in this world is forever
And I'm okay with that
But now that I know what I've lost
I know I want it back

But now it's too late and she's moving on, dancing to the beat of her favorite song as the whole world is dancing along she navigates the rhythm with her lips even snow white would be envious
I hope she finds the happiness she deserves I know right now this hurts, I know I'll be alright but right now this fucking hurts
But now I'm sweeping up the shards of this shattered mess
Punished for giving her my hand, I want answers to questions that I haven't asked
I don't want the future give me back the past
I'll snatch it from your hands fast. Hide is somewhere safe and spend my days praying that it will last

Nothing in this world is forever
And I'm okay with that
But now that I know what I've lost
I know I want it back