Martyr (Slowed + Reverb)
[Chorus]
Nothing’s the same, it changed
And home doesn’t feel like it’s home
And I don’t wanna stay but I got nowhere to go
Everything’s fake and I don’t know what I want anymore
I wish I was home
[Verse]
Used to have dreams
I used to believe
Now I can’t take all these thoughts of mine
I never sleep and I’m in too deep
And I’ll never find my peace of mind
Away, I’ll run away
But I can’t escape what’s in my mind
What's in my mind
I just need love, and I just need drugs
It’s never enough to say I’m high
Too many pills, and everyone feels
Like killing themselvеs
Well, so do I
Head in the sky, I’m living a liе
I’m tired of living a double-life
A double-life
[Chorus]
Nothing’s the same, it changed
And home doesn’t feel like it’s home
And I don’t wanna stay but I got nowhere to go
Everything’s fake and I don’t know what I want anymore
I wish I was home
I wish I was home
Nothing’s the same, it changed
And home doesn’t feel like it’s home
And I don’t wanna stay but I got nowhere to go
Got nowhere to go