friends with the monster

I've tried to find the truth inside
Your eyes tonight, but there's something else
Tryna pull me down
And I was like
I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy
I don't wanna go to sleep saying bye bye
I just wanna be with you yeah hi hi
Hard times make you strong in hindsight
Never looking back, looking up to the night sky
Oh, why you never leave me why why
You don't wanna bring me down down down (Oh Yeah)
I've tried to run away from the monster
Close behind it's blurring my sight right now
It is right here
And I was like
I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy
Yeah, you think I'm crazy
My diamonds like Jay Z
We're fighting this war in my bed
Life ain't easy, you better go slow
I don't wanna listen to these voices anymore
Every time I feed the monster, I lose control
Gotta take my hand on the wheel
I realized that it's always gonna be a part of me
I gotta learn to deal with the monster so that I can free
Stop telling me lies
Pretty white lies, I can see your disguise
I've been running around town till I see the sunrise
Maybe I fell to replace these countless stars
I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy