Why Do You Make Me Bleed

I try and catch myself from crying but the tears are dead.
I can cry on your command.
I can scream making my lungs bleed.
I can stare at a broken reflection seeing you laughing at me.
I pretend so that I can kill you.

Pieces of my heart cut me like suicide.
I crave her touch.
I crave her kiss.
I wish I fell in love and never wakened from it's slumber.
I wish I fell in love