Talking To My Angel

Been all on my own
Trying to get the feeling of you gone
Up til dawn, writing about what's drawn me from you
What keeps me up til then thinking of you

I just want to feel you near me, again
No longer feeling you're here with me till the end
Ignored all the signs til I couldn't and forgot all the things that I shouldn't
Wouldn't have known how long this would last, ten years seems like forever

What is peace when you're not here?
Trapped between my heart and fear
About who I was and how I feel
Finding myself throughout this mess
Trying not to lose myself in all the stress
There's not much strength that I got left
Fighting every thought that's comes to my head,

Talking to my angel
Can't you hear me cry, through the day and night
Talking to my angel
Can't hear me cry, just need one more night
Talking to my angel

Talking to my angel, I'm running round in circles tryna find out where I'm going
Wishing you were here to help me so I pray that you hear me so

Talking to my angel
Talking to my angel

Never knew how hard it was to fly until I hit the ground
Found what's lost and now it's in the clouds, but still can't figure out how I, managed

And after all this time I'm still, damaged
The years feel heavier than anything I've known
Where were you - for every birthday and every single note?
I wish I could feel you with me
I miss how every hug felt like home
I look just like you, people tell me that
I wish you knew how much I loved you then

What is peace when you're not here?
Trapped between my heart and fear
About who I was and how I feel
Finding myself throughout this mess
Trying not to lose myself in all the stress
There's not much strength that I got left
Fighting every thought that's comes to my head

Talking to my angel
Can't go back in time, I can't help but try
Talking to my angel
Can't help but cry, left me alone and blind
Talking to my angel

Talking to my angel, I'm running round in circles tryna find out where I'm going
Wishing you were here to help me so I pray that you hear me so

Talking to my angel
Talking to my angel

Talking to my angel, I'm running round in circles tryna find out where I'm going
Wishing you were here to help me so I pray that you hear me