#777

One shot down
I pour myself another round
Another round just to ease the pain
Drain
Watch closely as my mind begins to fade
Cause you’re the one that makes me feel this way
Three shots in
I feel the world around me slowly start to spin
I feel my fire start to dim
How could I be so deceived by self deprecating
Words I told myself
You can never be helped
You’ve got to save yourself
(Save yourself
Save yourself)
And now the bar is closing down
And I’m the only one still around
The writings on the walls
There’s no hope for me at all
All I say and do
It always leads me back to you
Will I become just like everything that I hate
Numbing myself with liquor like novocaine
But in the end it doesn't go away
Things stay the same
I can't kill my pain
And now the bar is closing down
And I’m the only one still around
The writings on the walls
There’s no hope for me at all
All I say and do
It always leads me back to you
You were the sunshine on my face
You were the smile on your lips
And as my heartbeat picks up pace
I remember every time we've kissed
Now I just drown in fire
I’ll drown myself in fire
If it keeps these feelings out
I’ll drown myself in fire
If it keeps these feelings out
Fuck
If it keeps these feelings out