Suffocate

I remember when you said I wasn't good enough
I believed you when you said it
I could never do things right enough to prove you wrong
I been drinking to forget it

I remember when told me I was fucking up
It broke me when I heard it
Don't know why you couldn't lie and say that I belonged
Don't you think that I deserved it

Now my mind is in space and I can't control myself
When my heart isn't racing won't have to hold my breath
And I can cry for help
And I can cry for help

I suffocate
I, I, I suffocate
I suffocate
I hate it when I get this way
I, I, I suffocate

Made a promise to myself that this is gonna end
I believed it when I said it
I heard that living well is still the best revenge
One day I'm gonna get it

Now my mind is in space and I can't control myself
When my heart isn't racing won't have to hold my breath
And I can cry for help
And I can cry for help

I suffocate
I, I, I suffocate
I suffocate
I hate it when I get this way
I, I, I suffocate