My Fault

How do I carry on?
I'm strong
Give myself all I can do
How do I carry on?
I'm strong
Give myself all I can do

Give it all that I got
Cause these voices in my head tellin' me "stick to the plot"
Everybody movin' weird, I'm just connectin' the dots
Can't believe it took this long to realize I'm all I got
Everybody switchin' up, I'm like, oh my God
Fade away from the world and act like I don't know why
Cause it's all my fault
People dependin' on me, hopin' I go far
I'm solid as they come, why is life so hard?
What's that about?
They ain't checkin' up, they want information, they tryna run they mouth
Had to stand up for myself, I couldn't back down, I had to point em' out
I'm the quietest in the room, they say the brokest always be the loudest
Baseball, dug her out
Project, public housing
Do your homework on my history, I was sleepin' on them couches
I see them comments', they keep dissin' me, in real life, they be cowards
Soon as you push up on them, get in they face, man they don't know nothin' bout it
Blitz Gang
And fear is somethin' you can't wipe off, just like a piss stain
And all my life, I had it hard, can I just catch a break?
And I can't lie, I use the studio to get away
And you ain't even on my level, lil boy up your rank
You a small fry
Heart big, but I'm a small guy
We all cry
Had to cut a lil' mama off, she playing games like fall guys

Go against the gang and what we stand for, he get hog-tied
Don't question my loyalty, what I look like, switchin' up
Why you lyin' like I ain't play my part like I ain't do enough?
They say they one call away, but when I call, they don't pick up
How can you say I don't deserve it, all my life, I had it rough?

Give it all that I got
Cause these voices in my head tellin' me "stick to the plot"
Everybody movin' weird, I'm just connectin' the dots
Can't believe it took this long to realize I'm all I got
Everybody switchin' up, I'm like, oh my God
Fade a way from the world and act like I don't know why
Cause it's all my fault
People dependin' on me, hopin' I go far
I'm solid as they come, why is life so hard?