What About Me
So much shit been on my mind
Tryna stay focused I'm trying
If I said I'm fine then I'm lying
My people be going through it all the time
Can't put my pride to the side
Searching for something can't find it
Love got my feelings reclining
Asked for some love they declined it
Fuck it's fine
I'm used to being alone anyway man fuck it's fine
Wanna give someone my time but really feel like thats just wasting my time
Who am I?
I don't know
Stuck in the past I gotta let it go
If you been through what I have let me know
Lately been feeling my back on the ropes
Can't fold
I know
I'm good
I don't
Open up
Like I know
I should
I should
Going through the sequence
Swimming on the deep end
Hard for me to breath
So is it lust or love?
Maybe is it someone in between my love
I can't get addicted cause it's too much
So what about me
What about me
What about me
What about me
What about me
Ohh what about me
I know y'all be going through it man but what about me?
Maybe I'm just tripping it ain't all about me
Keep your eyes closed can't let you see what I see
What about me yeah what about me?
I know you be going through it and I'm here for you
Just wish they cared about me like the way that I do
Sound a lil selfish I don't even mean to yeah
What about me what about me awww
What about me do they care at all?
Listening to they problems all the time and that ain't fair at all
Said I got your back but when I need it you ain't here at all
No reciprocation
No communication
I'm sick of y'all saying thank you for advice that y'all be taking
Let's flip the roles & replace it reverse it open the curtains
Observe that a nigga hurting
Man shit is too deep
I be thinking therapy might be just what a nigga need
But at he same time how can they know me better than me?
These the answers that I need
Feeling lost I know you see it yeah
My heart been feeling cold like darts hitting my soul
Apart from all my old friends that I used to know
I stopped giving a fuck & started picking it up
Can't no one say this was luck
Just a little bit closer I feel my dreams in the cut
Imagine me pulling up on all the bitches that dubbed me
That's tough
And still that won't be enough
Until my M's in the bank & I need me a bigger safe
And my mom gotta bigger house with 8 figures in her account
Promised them I'd make it out no Plan B we gotta make it count
Took a long time but I'm back in my bag
Life is nothing like the way I thought in the past
Tell me where to go i don't know anymore
Numb to the pain I don't feel it anymore