Take This Away

So much up on my brain
I'm tryna find the words to say to you
I know it's been a long time since we talked
Put the family over everything my time is coming anyday
Some bumps along way but nigga we ball
Wasn't feeling like myself but I had family to help
And man it's crazy just think about where we are
Man it's crazy just to think about where we are
And I can never let em take this shit away
Take this away take this away
Take this away nooo
Take this away take this away
Take this away nooo
Take this away take this away
Take this away nooo
Take this away
I can't let them take this away nooo
I won't let em take it from me now
Who gon be here for me like family not nobody else
Don't you hesitate if you need anything just call my cell
I know I ain't been speaking lately
Going through so many phases
Maybe I should meditate
I can't let em take from me so many times I couldn't see but now this shit is clear to me
I know I ain't been talking to the family like
I should be
I been distant cause I really wish somebody understood me yeah
So much up on my brain
I'm tryna find the words to say to you
I know it's been a long time since we talked
Put the family over everything my time is coming anyday
Some bumps along way but nigga we ball
Wasn't feeling like myself but I had family to help
And man it's crazy just think about where we are
Man it's crazy just to think about where we are
And I can never let em take this shit away
My thoughts been feeling cloudy
It's taking everything outta me
So many different sides of me
That I don't wanna show & yeah I know that shit is selfish
Helped so many people out with no return I ain't expect it
I keep giving all I can can you atleast say you respect it ?
Can't forget about my past man I used to feel so neglected
And I miss my old friends been a minute feel disconnected
I'm so thankful for the ones I got now ain't no second guessing yeah
All I need is right beside of me
Long as I got y'all I swear that ain't nobody stopping me
Hope my grandma proud of me I know she smiling down at me
I told em keep it real I understand and still they lied to me
I don't need the apologies
Just want someone to lean on
Made a gospel song and that shit turned into a theme song
Gotta make it out & be the one my city lean on
Don't matter what you do just make sure that your words mean something yeah yeah yeah
So much up on my brain
I'm tryna find the words to say to you
I know it's been a long time since we talked
Put the family over everything my time is coming anyday
Some bumps along way but nigga we ball
Wasn't feeling like myself but I had family to help
And man it's crazy just think about where we are
Man it's crazy just to think about where we are
And I can never let em take this shit away
Take this away take this away
Take this away nooo
Take this away take this away
Take this away nooo
Take this away take this away
Take this away nooo
Take this away
I can't let them take this away nooo