Real

If I'm bein real
I shouldn't be here
If I'm bein real
then there ain't nun to see here
If I'm bein real
I ain't special
God won't let me die
I feel like a devil
I don't deserve all of my blessings
Trippin on my words and makin all these messes
Through my third eye I'm learnin lessons
I'm jus biding time until the next session
Everyone got bones all in they closet
Don't get too close
Shit gon get to poppin
My sins haunt me
I cant stop em
We've got dirty laundry
We'll wear into our coffin
If I'm bein real
I ain't the same me
If I'm bein real
I ain't been on my shit lately
If I'm bein real
This all that we know
Don't know how to feel
I'm jus tryna kill my ego
Might work until I die cuz it's expected
Tryna get by but my mind been neglected
I jus get high it's my medicine
Writing these rhymes like to get introspective
If I'm bein real
I wanna blow up
If I'm bein real
It was time for me to grow up
If I'm bein real
I don't give no fucks
If shit was ideal
I'd never have to own up
I don't deserve all of my blessings
Trippin on my words and makin all these messes
Through my third eye I'm learnin lessons
I'm jus biding time until the next session
If I'm bein real
I shouldn't be here
If I'm bein real
then there ain't nun to see here
If I'm bein real
I ain't special
God won't let me die
I feel like a devil
If I'm bein real
If I'm bein real
If I'm bein real
If I'm bein real