Through a Lens, Darkly.

Obscured vision in entirety the battery that batters me
The chain of my damnation, cause it holds me down and shackles me
I'm told to just keep going and to strengthen my morality
I'm tired of this life, but still I try to fleet normality
Perception is the weapon that demolishes society
Can't say that I'm surprised to see a world without sobriety
I tried to kill myself I don't care about notoriety
If you want to see me well, come and get me out of poverty
I'm next up
I've been trying to step up
Tired of faking that I care when really I don't give a fuck
Boy you need to step up
How about you shut up?
Before I leave without warning short notice abruptly
Destructive, the cameras rolling, I'm ducking the fussing that comes with the limelight and commotion
Go to therapy, don't make me go overdose again
Stop skipping out of class, give me unlimited paper then
I only love my bed, don't have the pleasure of having friends
I see this fucked up world through a specific lens
The bitches are whores
The men are pussies
Institutions are fucked they can't even listen and book me damn
I could write a novel on the shit I ain't speak on
And another for the times when I ain't had a backbone
All I fantasize about is being alone
You said you're the best, well I'm coming for the throne motherfucker
The only thing y'all threaten with are motherfucking glocks right?
Try to write some music, but y'all really stuck at first lines
You want to be so hard when you know you're missing all your spine
Oh and a little bird told me, you know you're all fucked right?
Y'all fighting over women when y'all should just let the cats fight
The cats think they're special cause we lie to fuck them all night
The cats then call us dogs cause we lied to come take off the tights
But y'all the ones who spread your legs, but yeah I'm fucking wrong right?
I can't even lie, I really dream all day of my demise
Nothing in this life can give me hope or offer me surprise
You ever heard the saying when they say blessing in disguise?
So it was a blessing when he flooded us and then we died?
I I I I've been in a place
I'm losing the race and life has slapped me right in the face
Disgrace
I never wanted to feel this way but the order of it all has made it hard for me to relate
To the shrubbery of fuckery that governs me dishonorably
I've grown so desensitized to the norm of dishonesty
Why's it so easy for you to speak and just lie to me?
Systemic brainwashing from the fucking society
I've grown to accept the impending calamity
Our suffering is coming that is a certainty
We're modern day slaves everyday they're just working me
So I give them the middle finger, you know it ain't nothing to me
You know it ain't nothing to me
Sever completely the regard for this world but not so discreetly
Why get it out mud or try to be someone who's worth a damn when later on I'll be shunned?
I'll see you in hell
Pain befell
Life: misspelled, we're bewitched under a spell
I may never make it atop the motherfucking charts
But I'll leave this engraved in your hearts
Godspeed bitch