Therapy

Why is there a need for me to undergo some therapy?
Bottle in emotions 'cause no one is ever hearing me
Meant it when I said it and I meant that shit sincerely
Speaking on my pain won't let me go and live that happily
Honestly sincerity is truly what is scaring me
Forcing me to speak's a funny way to show you care for me
"Do it if you love me" doesn't even sound that fair to me
I don't really feel the need to undergo some therapy
What brings you in to see me?
Same shit, different day
Same chick, different lay
Same emotion to convey
Within allotted time they give me several things to say
Silence is deafening, I keep my thoughts inside my brain
Take some time away, I think you really need a break
Let's cut the shit, regardless 'cause you're still getting paid
How about some interaction, maybe going on a date?
The last thing I'm thinking of is me getting laid
I'm stuck
In my ways, hibernating for days
Stay in my lane, my position I play
I know the word is strong but to talk, I really hate
I know the point of living is to go and make mistakes
Success and duress, hand and hand, correlate
I'm sorry, man I'm tardy, yeah I'm always running late
Attempted suicide coincides with being brave
I wish it felt that good to live a life I would've gave
Why is there a need for me to undergo some therapy?
Bottle in emotions 'cause no one is ever hearing me
Meant it when I said it and I meant that shit sincerely
Speaking on my pain won't let me go and live that happily
Honestly sincerity is truly what is scaring me
Forcing me to speak's a funny way to show you care for me
"Do it if you love me" doesn't even sound that fair to me
I don't really feel the need to undergo some therapy
Why'd you pop them pills when you could've done some other things?
Did you ever think about the pain your suicide would bring?
Little sister crying everyday having bad dreams
This is why the doctor saw the need to give fluoxetine
Maybe I did it because my life was getting harder
Mindset's broader
Ironic I'm smarter
Knew there wasn't something that I didn't think I thought of
Surviving suicide was an ex that got me caught up
Brought up
Darker
Female fire-starter
Rapping with these synonyms, I don't need a thesaurus
Write a book for therapy, I use it as my chorus
Shoot a basketball to clear my head, Marcus Morris
Cup is running over and there's no one who can pour it
Add to my collection of the times I wanted more of it
I tried to entertain but I'm chained to the boring
Who says a woman is the only one that can be scorning?
Why is there a need for me to undergo some therapy?
Bottle in emotions 'cause no one is ever hearing me
Meant it when I said it and I meant that shit sincerely
Speaking on my pain won't let me go and live that happily
Honestly sincerity is truly what is scaring me
Forcing me to speak's a funny way to show you care for me
"Do it if you love me" doesn't even sound that fair to me
I don't really feel the need to undergo some therapy