I Don't Listen to Love Songs

I want a different kind of love
A love that's something real yet I feel
That that's a Hopeless endeavor
But they say never say never
That I am meant for much better
Meanwhile, I'm just getting worse
Getting hurt by this verse
Like a curse, bring the hearse

I wanna feel that feeling
That you see on big screens
Wedding rings, choir sings
Sadly that lie that they keep on
Feeding to the youth isn't true
Life is never just about you
Princesses dressed in diamond shoes
Keep that shit I'm not amused

I don't listen to love songs
Believe it or not
They keep me wishing for someone
That I don't got

I'm not a cynic I love love
I hope it's true
That theres' a girl in this world
That will love me too

My memories full of damage
Create a fear that I can't manage
I'm quite a dedicated man of conviction
Jaded by fiction that keeps ticking me off
Piss off you liars
Keep on talking to your pacifiers
That you get with just to forget
All of the shit you put me through for the hell of it

Will I ever recover
From all these memories of the fake lovers
All of the casual, laughable, animalistic love
I'm addicted, I've been nitpicking myself
Picking old books off the shelf
Full of regret, this is hell
Thought you knew I was unwell

I don't listen to love songs
Believe it or not
They keep me wishing for someone
That I don't got

I'm not a cynic I love love
I hope it's true
That theres' a girl in this world
That will love me too

I've been making some love songs
Believe it or not
Cause I've been wishing for someone
That I don't got

I'm not a cynic I love love
Can't help how I feel
Can someone show me
That love is real