Zombies

Chorus (avah):

Depression at the party like it's club vibes
Took all 3 xans, bitch I'm geek high
Molly in her cup make her feel right
In love with a baddie and she's all mine
Smoke a cig, I'm off a benz
I'm tweakin off DxM make me feel like I'm rich
Yo block is like TDM, I'm gon pull up wit ah stick
Floatin off like an ocean, off a potion, I'm trippin on my witches lips

Verse 1 (2nd):

You weren’t ready, I ain’t airing dirty laundry
The fairest of the fawns stalked by a fucking zombie
Drugged up, I’m comatose, kind of hope I overdose
I ain’t mean it, baby, don’t you worry bout me
All my struggles are my own, you ain’t cause them
You just wrapped them in gauze, my reason to give pause, I lost them
How’s it feel to know you only kissed me three times?
That’s cruel, I’m sorry
Everytime I lash out, I pass out
I seethe, wanna act out, I blacked out
I get so trashed, on shit I cash out
The budget got slashed, I can’t relax now
I gotta go harder, better, faster, stronger
Hours worked rougher and longer
This one hill I cannot conquer
Don’t got too much longer, prolly
I won a new relationship, I met myself a goddess
Her every move the hottest, her every word is honest
She got her issues, but who doesn’t these days
So why, inside my solace with her, why hasn’t it changed?
My lonely feeling’s so revealing
There’s no sky, there’s only ceilings
My issues are growing, she peel off of me like skin
Swear the shading in my room almost as muted as my vocals
Got what I was hoping for, so why don’t I feel hopeful

PreChorus (2nd):

You're so beyond me
If you love me, I can be your zombie
Just don't leave me, baby, I need you

Chorus (avah):

Depression at the party like it's club vibes
Took all 3 xans, bitch I'm geek high
Molly in her cup make her feel right
In love with a baddie and she's all mine
Smoke a cig, I'm off a benz
I'm tweakin off DxM make me feel like I'm rich
Yo block is like TDM, I'm gon pull up wit ah stick
Floatin off like an ocean, off a potion, I'm trippin on my witches lips

Verse 2 (Lil Palm Tree):

Tripping
All I know is business
I was low before, but my core is vicious
I’ma go beast mode like I know cheat codes
On this life we know, but I don't, I’m living
In the blues, I’m a fool, get a clue
Ain't nobody ever gonna know what I’m going through
When I’m feeling better, it be raining in the weather
Or when ever I’m in the booth
Spitting truth like that
And I do fight back
Got a xan, Ima do like half
I don’t wanna get too high, if I do my bad
I don’t give a fuck about you like that
Too bad
Ain’t nobody really wanna go too fast
Who’s that, sitting there tryna do bad
That’s me looking unhappy
Cause I’m not happy, but I bet that you knew that
Gotta part ways, turning into shark bait
I dropped my friends cause they all got fake love
I be getting high as a way to escape from
Negative thoughts, I’m getting caught tryna hang from
The ceiling that feeling
Of freedom that nobody gets
I’m high as a bitch, I'm as high as it gets
I did too many wrongs to not get right again
Popping pills like a vitamin
If a part of you feels like you ready to die, you feel like Avah
Eddie and I
I'm getting faded every day but by the end of the night
I got bitches on my dick and I’m one hell of a guy
But I’m not
Lost in the sauces, my name in their mouth
Like water in faucets, I'm blazing it down
Everybody be coughing, the coffin that’s holding my body got nothing
I turned to a zombie
I turned to a zombie
Fucked it all up and I left in the morning
Telling my family please do not call me
Couple of dollars I’m purchasing molly
The thought of me leaving behind became common
This time Ima be honest
This for the fallen
This dedication got greatness evolving
This is the song that the dead will be rocking
Got drugs in my system and cigs in my pocket
Gon fuck up my liver then breathe out the toxin
I haven’t been safe, I’m acting ok
Drinking a bottle and reaching the bottom
I’m sick to my stomach
Whatevers you call it
I’m not fine

Chorus (avah):

Depression at the party like it's club vibes
Took all 3 xans, bitch I'm geek high
Molly in her cup make her feel right
In love with a baddie and she's all mine
Smoke a cig, I'm off a benz
I'm tweakin off DxM make me feel like I'm rich
Yo block is like TDM, I'm gon pull up wit ah stick
Floatin off like an ocean, off a potion, I'm trippin on my witches lips

Verse 3 (2nd):

Blacked out, what you expect?
It's clear to me she wants a check
She wants to dent my self respect
Til I put gold around her neck
A different man's in love with this
Her sultry songs, his succubus
There's a difference between us
While he kisses her, I fucked the bitch
She's happier without me, but I made her shiver, whimpering
Vindictive when I'm sinking, got me thinking bout her figure
Well, maybe the love was realer when happiness was secure

I'm kind of a bad person, but that don't mean I'm worthless
Maybe if I get Birkin, the worst will subside
I don't have to fix myself every time I get hurt
We still talk, for what it's worth
Enjoy your peace talks, the self relief talks
When I'm released from my beanstalk, I think I'll feel better
It's okay to feel jealous sometimes
I guess