Don’t Want To Remember

Intro:

Always fighting
Traumatized, waiting to die, I’m always frightened
Candles lining down my windows, need to light em
Suicidal ideation

Chorus:

Tomorrow’s a new day
But trauma’s playing in my head like bluray
Keep on tripping, twisting, turning- need a new way
I’m running out of breath, sipping my way to my death
Wish I could do what's best
Tomorrow’s a new day
But trauma’s playing in my head like bluray
Keep on tripping, twisting, turning- need a new way
Something to burn me to embers, forget all the Septembers
I don’t want to remember

Verse:

Can’t take two steps, loose lips sink ships, I know
Won’t let friends hear daily recitals
I don’t want this shit to sound so rehearsed
I’m slowly cursed, I’m hungry but lonely first
I wrote a homely verse, the shit’s in bad taste
I think my happiness in writing’s in a sad state
It’s a mad race out the bad place, but I can’t escape
Been so cold in my chest and my landscape
Lolo has no photos, nothing ever happens here
Only fear, only trauma haunting every single tear

Chorus:

Tomorrow’s a new day
But trauma’s playing in my head like bluray
Keep on tripping, twisting, turning- need a new way
I’m running out of breath, sipping my way to my death
Wish I could do what's best
Tomorrow’s a new day
But trauma’s playing in my head like bluray
Keep on tripping, twisting, turning- need a new way
Something to burn me to embers, forget all the Septembers
I don’t want to remember

Outro:

Always fighting
Traumatized, waiting to die, I’m always frightened
Candles lining down my windows, need to light em
Suicidal ideation