Capricorn (feat. EL)

I need an angel
I need an angel
Capricorn swag left me out here in the cold
Do I believe in stars
And the stories they've told?
How'd we get here?
How'd it unfold?
Skating on thin ice but fortune favors the bold
So I'ma lace 'em up like they do in the motherland
Calm and reserved
But then on the other hand
I do a lot more than all the others can
These words won't go away like I did for summer camp
I'm focused, rubber bands and what's under her pants
Under a trance, I don't have the upper hand
If I don't hit you back I hope that you understand
I either don't fuck with you
Or I'm busy with other plans
I'm a, son of a man
Not a son of a bitch
Y'all coming from a land where loyalty don't exist
We ain't from the same place
None of mine ever switched
Cut from a different cloth sewn with another stitch
You reap what you sew
Well I've been growing real rich
Meanwhile you at the bottom
On the lowest of lists
You give you shall receive
Well I've been opening gifts
Yeah if heaven sends me wings
I'm just hoping they fit (ugh)
I need an angel
I think I need an angel
To help me
To help me out
I need a stranger
I think I need a stranger
To tell me
To tell me how, yeah
Can't put myself in your shoes
Cause they're not the same size
Wouldn't say there's nothing to lose
But there's nothing to hide
Been as real as it gets
I ain't about a disguise
But I do shut up
The voices yelling inside
Do you talk back?
Or do you let them control you?
Pretty little lies or do you open up the whole truth?
Your conscience gon' disown you
Need to hold your own
Or who the fuck is gon' console you?
Listen up bitch we've got our damn problems
Why you think I'm blacked out
Like the hero down in Gotham?
Try to hide the skeletons
You know we all got 'em
Mine are locked up in my head
I'm bumping keys to unlock 'em
I've been low but I ain't hit rock bottom
Gunning down my old self
Looking back at who shot him?
Past in the past but it can't be forgotten
I've jumping off the cliff
Will I be flying or falling?
Need a little help but I'm scared to reach out
Follow these directions, turn around and reroute?
Bottle up the tension while I'm trynna peace out
God been in my mentions in the hopes I rebound
I need an angel
I think I need an angel
To help me
To help me out
I need a stranger
I think I need a stranger
To tell me
To tell me how, yeah