Meditated State
I was born very well aware
From a place where nobody knew what is fair
So much care for my peers, started losing hairs
But looking at my body, I ain't lacking hair
Another day I'm thankful that we're breathing air
I stopped looking for the people that would take me there
I'm not looking for your share, yeah I got my share
Only lesson that I learned was just taking care
Only pain in mind is I know that I'm rare
This ain't my native tongue but I know it well
Half here half there, you can't even tell
I'm even French but I only know Je M'appelle
My ego has been as big as it gets
So big that regret was the only threat
I worked every job, just so I could pay my debts
I do this shit for free, just to keep in check
They paid me three digits just to play a set
No one ever sees how messy all the cleaning gets
I guess I'll grab a cup for tears I shed
I guess you can end me now if it's only death
Ain't done nothing wrong, I ain't pleading guilty
Compared to shit I've seen, man that shit is filthy
If it ever broke me then I let it build me
If I ever broke them then I let them feel me
I always manscape so my skin is silky
I just want to meet Drake, but The Boy is risky
I just want to give him thanks, maybe pour some whiskey
Have to say it from my chest like we're throwing frisbee
Meditated state, yeah I'm getting crispy
I just want more chicken before the kitchen closes
In the garden, no apples, I'm just smelling roses
My dream is where I'm at and the doors are open
Don't know ya'll but I know what your horoscope is
Don't even know the stars, I'm just telescoping
But they give me hope, when I'm feeling hopeless
I don't love nothing more unless I'm feeling focused
Not everything is pure, but I know my soul is
I know the flow is cold, but I ain't the coldest
I can sense my future, know I'm getting closer
Don't need this to be rich, I could be playing poker
I'm just typing on the screen like the pen is broken
Living in this dream until the heavens open
I'm not the chosen one but I'm feeling chosen
I had to write my piece because my ceiling's open