Fantasize

I think about hurting myself
In order to feel alive
Numb from the mess that you left
The last time that you came around

I close my eyes, I fantasize, I feel the high, don’t wanna die, oh no
I close my eyes, I feel it now, I see the light, I fantasize, oh yeah

My head rings from all that you said
Now shut your mouth and let me sing
You tell me you’re so sorry
Well that’s ok

I close my eyes, I fantasize, I feel the high, don’t wanna die, oh no
I close my eyes, I feel it now, I see the light, I fantasize, oh yeah