Silly of Me

It's silly of me
To get on the level that I'm on
It's not what I need
But it's exactly what I want
You tore this heart up out of me
Now I'm never gonna need it again

It's 5am and I can tell
That this ain't ending well
Sometimes that's what you
Get for being good
I take the whiskey off the shelf
And crucify myself
For being everything I thought I should

I feel my heart sink down
As the sun comes up
I try to drink another round
But it's not enough
For me to sleep safe and sound from This thing called love
I've been barely holding on

It's silly of me
To get on the level that I'm on
It's not what I need
But it's exactly what I want
You tore this heart up out of me
Now I'm never gonna need it again

It's 5am and I can tell
That this ain't ending well
Sometimes that's what you get
For being bad
That empty whiskey's on the shelf
A reminder to myself
I did everything I shouldn't have

I thought I'd have a couple drinks
Until my head felt clear
Now there's some girl up in my bed but I don't want her here
No more repeating those mistakes that I know got me here
I've been barely holding on

It's silly of me
To get on the level that I'm on
It's not what I need
But it's exactly what I want